I'M BACK

I OWE MY BLOG AN, UHM-...ER...UPDATE. This is Therapy I guess. Everyone needs saving, so in case topakin nanaman ako ng depression at maging anti-social. Magsusulat lang ako dito at malalaman ng friends ko.

EVERYONE NEEDS SAVING.

last night I saved my best friend. I count on him when I need some cheering up myself. And I know how to return the favor when he needs some saving. Pareho kami kasi ng personality. Though mas extreme siya. WE ARE BOTH SABOG, HAPPY-GO-LUCKY. CHILL LANG. PERO Pareho din kaming topakin ng depression... at pag nadepress kami grabehang self-pity, pessimist. Kaya kailangan isa samin may optimism at AKO YUN. haha. Pag ako naman depress, SIYA NAMAN YUNG NAGPAPAALALA SAKIN MAGING POSITIVE. PAG PAREHO NAMAN KAMING DEPRESS, AHHH WE BELONG. pero nagiging masaya kami sa hangouts pero bombard each other ng negativeness but all ends well...WE HAVE FUN IN THE END.

I am very thankful that we became best of friends. Hindi man namin naiintindihan o kakampi ang isa't-isa sa mga kaaway or drama...pero walang iwanan. Natuto na din kaming huwag manermon sa kamalian namin. Kailangan lang talaga namin ng kadamay.

He misses his dad. We have dad issues. But he ALWAYS reminds me to fix up with my dad. ..NANGHUG OUT OF THE BLUE DAD KO KAHAPON. :) NICE.

We talked about

HAPPINESS

LOVE

(CHOOSE HAPPINESS OVER LOVE..commitment, relationship)

Wag duwag. Go lang. Pwede naman mag-sorry, kung magkamali ka." PERO ANG ARGUMENT NA NABATO SAKIN, "may sugat na yung minsang minahal mo, sinaktan mo (SABI KO EH NATURAL MASAKTAN HINDI PWEDENG HINDI MAGKASAKITAN KASI IBA-IBA THINKING NATIN)...ITO PA: kung walang patunguhan yang INAASAHAN MO, yung bago mong pinili? EH YUN NGA: TAKE RISKS. kung magkamali..pero baka may maganda rin namang mangyari so maganda pinili mong decision.

Basta as long as hindi kasal ha. Kung san ka masaya GO LANG. Para lang din yan sa sitwasyon ni khalil na nabbored na sa school...gusto nang malaman ang future niya. GANUN DIN AKO DATI. I felt old for college and just wanted to work already. But I stayed in school. And now that I have a job, na related nga sa course ko, but iba padin eh. Hindi expected. Inenjoy ko college ko thankfully pero maraming times na nadepress ako sa kakaisip na baka wala akong mapala sa pag-aaral at walang makuhang trabaho pagkagrad. DAPAT ENJOY LANG EVERYDAY...

take life one day at a time.